It is actually a Marcus Aurelius level of thought and masculine virtue that has gone into this prayer and is what I believe to be on par with the Serenity Prayer.
"Do not deprive me from my suffering and my pain, for negative
consequences must follow if I hope to learn from the crimes I committed
against myself. Let me wander in this blizzard, I know I shall survive
and become a better man. No one is coming to save me and that is a