Sorry sweetheart. You wanted all the attention whoring and crusadering and the endorphin hit that came with lording yourself over other people, you never get to be a kid again.
Your adolescence is over. You don't get to date normal boys. You don't even get out of the limelight again. There is no more "child hood innocence."
This is your life forever. Now enjoy being a forever-pissed-off adult activist who will never achieve happiness in life because you love the fame and the politics more than you do any human.